hes a beautifuldisaster

2007-03-03T00:11:00.000-08:00

heyy(:

quitted using blogger now, &changing to xanga!(:
heres my new xanga: xanga.com/howtotouchagirl

P.S link me okays? thanks<3

2007-02-16T05:19:00.000-08:00

heyy(:
ohmygawd. Today, Bren&jerry&tiff&su&i first went to Plaza Sing. cause we were like planning to watch "The Epic Movie" but wells, they decided not too. kinda sad. but neverminds(: at least we still had fun. hahaha. so yeahs, we thought why dont eat there since we spent 8 bucks on the cab from mg to like there. sighs. the taxi-driver was kinda spas. like we could totally tell that he was cheating our money. God. i mean cant he just hurry and stop at the taxi stand? whatever. some guys are just such jerks. okays, so yeahs, we spent 50 bucks in Pizza hut. im like SO broke. but wells, new year is here! woohoo. anyways, after that we took an MRT to far east(: hahaha. lols. we took neoprints there cause the neoprint machines in Plaza S'pore were GONE): so yeahs, we took the neoprints, and we like spent so much time on it :p lols. after that we went to this really cutee shop that sold those kind of hp socks, they were like so awesome and prettaye.. hahaha. and all of us bought one for ourselves and anette, lols, anette? you okay? we promise you that we'll make another gathering soon okays? lols. so yeahs, we went to some really weird restaurant, and we kinda bought ice-cream there. hahaha. the guy who was leike giving us the ice-creams was like so funnaye! hahaha. he was like making us "chase" for the ice-creams. lols. its simply hilarious okayS. hmm, so yeahs, thats about it. bleagh(: T.T.F.N<3

xoxo
take the lead

2007-02-12T05:07:00.000-08:00

hey(:
sighs. theres like 2 test tomorrow, chinese and history. joy.. aint it? -.- hmm, yeahs, mg doesnt want us to slack this week, cause next week's school time is like SO short. hahaha. hope you'll have done your new year shopping, yeahs? lols. so erms, theres like 5 test this week and if you count chinese spelling, it would be 6. and that, is like SO not abiding to the mg school rules. im not really the type of rules girl, but, this.. i've gotta make some noise about it. cause we're only assigned to have 3 tests per week, and i like it that way): ohwells, so Jerry&i are like thinking of having a slumber partaye at her house. lols. thats the case if i dont fail any tests this week, so much pressure.. but wells, i guess im gonna have to work uber hard this week.. hmm, okays, whatever. oh yeahs, just remembered that V-day is like 2 days from now.. hmm, thats cool(: hahaha. although not spending it with anyone.. dont really mind lahs. just gonna be receiving flowers and cookies from my girls. lols. sweet..(: anyways, gonna like stop now and continue with my hist. revision. bleagh. anyways, LOVES<3

xoxo
its just so simple

2007-02-10T06:31:00.000-08:00

heyy(:

hows the weekend for you'll? hope its awesome(: wells, half of today was spent on shopping at bugis junction for my new year clothes, and the other half was on revision for my many tests next weeks.
ohwells, i shall start with the shopping part(: so yeahs, shopped at bugis junction for a few hours with my mum. lols. cause wells, she said she wanted to get my new year clothes today. yeahs, so we went to "Edge" for awhile, to like shop for some earrings, tote bags and hand bags. cause wells, they have like awesome accessories and bags there(: lols. hmm, after that went to sec level for my new year clothes, and yeahs, went the the shop "EBASE" yeahs, they have cool clothes. so yeahs, found this really cute top and a prettaye coaty to match the top and then bought a 3/4 shorts. really nice match>.< hahaha. was prettaye happy. lols. my mum almost didnt agree to buy it because "smart" me went to get the clothes that were not having discounts. sighs. but wells, after awhile of me persuading her and everything, woohoos. she decided to buy it. hahaha. so yups, after that went to fish&co for dinner. lols. okays for the studying part now.. dont know what to compliment about studyingO.o lols. but wells. i did finish most of my homework and finished revising for the chinese newspaper test, part of life science test. yeahs. lols. okays then. cant wait for church tomorrow(: byebye<3

xoxo
then one day i realised that the fairytale life wasnt for me.

2007-02-08T06:05:00.000-08:00

hello(:

nothing much really happened today, except we had band prac and everything.. yeahs, not really a good day for me to have it, cause i was still having my sore throat, and yeahs. you dont wanna know anything about it d: hahaha. ohwells, but we had fun. lols. today only booked the studio for half hour. cause like my mother didnt allow me to like go to that, what she calls, UN-decent studio, i mean like wtf?! undecent?! thats like so lame. she hasnt even seen it yet. sighs. but wells, i still went(: because wells. im really committed to this band(: lols. but yeahs.. after that jerry decided to come to my house for fun O.o hahaha. yeahs. ate noodles, cause my maid didnt really bother to cook something nice or whatever.. shes so disrespectful mann.. for pete's sake, whoever pete is, she cant just tell me to eat noodles. GOD. i mean, shes already a real slacker, even my friends dont like her! but yeahs, my parents are thinking about sacking her. lols. this time, i hope i get a uber nice&friendly one. lols. anyways, theres TKMB test tomorrow. and i only read chapt 1-8 twice. sighs. im so gonna fail the test. i dont know why, maybe its because im not used to that kind of book, fancy mgs getting me this lit book. sighs. but cant wait to read the other shakespeare one, cause wells, i kinda like shakespeare. hahaha. maybe its because i can understand it much better than TKMB. havent done my math, dont care. she gives anothe rlot of questions from the damn tb just yesterday, and shes giving it today. sighs. what's her damn problem? sighs. okays. i shall stop. lols. enough bitching about ppl. ohwells then, LOVES<3

xoxo
runawaylove.

2007-02-07T05:49:00.000-08:00

hello(:

sorry i didnt post for like quite awhile.. bleagh. so yeahs. nothing much happened in school today, lols. im like kinda broke now, and i have no idea how i am gonna rent the band room. sighs. i hope one of them brought more $ lols. ohwells. tomorrow, is like one of my fav. week days, cause theres like so little subjects. and its so unfair... marcus gets to skip classes and use a damn rifle lahs. sighs. never used one before, and my friends impression of using it once in some holiday camp, and they said it was like so cool. sighs. i think i'll bring my mll bag for tomorrow, since i only have like 5 thin books to carry. hahaha. hmm.. okays. so im still thinking about using xanga, and i've like got a username for it. lols. its quite a nice username, but yeahs, still not so sure. bleagh. anyways, gonna go sleep now. byebye!

xoxo
its karma`

2007-02-03T04:16:00.000-08:00

hello!

hahaha. okays, at my neighbour's house right now.. i think it was because of some potluck thingy. lols. kinda restless right now... sighs. so yeahs, today downloaded like about 50 songs from limewire. hahaha. was kinda bored so decided to search for the top songs(: lols. hmm.. when's vickee back? dont know where she went mann. didnt bring her phone with her, and according to liz, she left it in the car.. no one to talk to): liz's busy playing with my bro. O.o careless sia. hahaha. tomorrow's church(: JOY^^ lols. my bro's "flirting" with vickee's sis. ohmygawd.. now, hes hitting on liz? first was vickee, now liz? eww. wtf is wrong with him?! sighs.. my bro isnt even good enough to flirt.. i mean like hes looks and personality.. seriously WRONG... ohwells. feel like going out for a walk with someone.. to like talk about hows their life been... but currenty its no-one. next week theres like lit&math test.. justkillme. anyways, hope your school life right now isnt as stressed as mine. i cant even slack sia... PLUS. this isnt slacking. its still considered work for me, although its considered fun(: slack to me, is like going to orchard or absolutely any shopping mall.. but im kinda broke now d: spend too much on the band practice, the booking&everything. lols. but that was essential. now jerry,me,susu&ras is like gonna ask our school teachers whether we could like borrow the chapel for awhile. hahaha. kinda stuck to the song that we've composed, although its only the first part.. its nice. hahaha. okays then. i have nothing to do now.. sighs. i think i'll just stone.. bleagh.

xoxo
i dont wanna waste your time.

2007-02-02T06:01:00.000-08:00

heys(:

hahaha. just recieved a call from bren&tiff, who like just pranked called this "jerk", some of you ppl may know of, but yeahs, just be quiet about it okays? dont wanna offend that person.. bleagh. so yeahs, getting back to the point.. you know, after they told me about how he answered and all that, i realised i still missed him. i still dont know why the hell im STILL thinking about the way he talks and you know.. sighs. hes lied to me so many times, cant even remember the no. of times.. ohwells, i'll try to stop. hmm.. so okays, today, nothing much happened in school.. had dance, yeah the dance was cool and you know the usual descriptive words i use for dance.. :P hmm, im still thinking of changing back to xanga, should i? cause i like posting long posts, and blogger cant take it.. a pity): so yeahs, xanga's more user-friendly.. i'll probabloy change at the end of next week. lols. okays. ohmygawd. i forgot that today was a friday! JOY! hahaha. im sure everyone's got that weekend planned(: sighs, my mummy wants me to study this weekend again... i dont wanna mann., ohmygawd eww! my brother just.. okays, that would be just eww.. i shant mention it.. cause its kinda rated M18.. sighs. god, how the hell did end up with my brother? gosh. you know sometimes i kinda sense that im adopted.. i dont wear glasses like my whole family.. they all DONT LOOK ANYTHING like me... they're all super smart unlike me.. and theres like many more.. sighs. im gonna find it out one day.. i will(: lols. okays. i gotta download more songs d: LOVES.

xoxo
how could loving you be such simplicity?

2007-02-01T05:38:00.000-08:00

wtf. my freakishly LONG post couldnt get in! stupid blogger, cant take long posts! dammit. but wells. im not gonna waste my energy anymore, i'll just out it all in points..
<3MEMORIAL DAY FOR OUR BAND.
<3EFFIN limewire cant work.
okays, there were LOTS MORE.. but i dont wish to post anymore.. im sad.): sighs. that long post could have been one of my longest posts ever written... sighs. anyways. byebye(:

xoxo
maybe im just foolishly overreacting;

2007-01-29T20:06:00.000-08:00

hello(:

hmm.. im suppose to have com lesson now, but Miss Tok wasnt in school and yeahs, 2is got 2 free periods to like use the com in any way we want(: cool huh? ^^ hmm.. so erms, tomorrow theres chem test O.o bleagh. sighs. and like i dont even know if i have time to like do everything in like
hello. says brenda.
~continuing...
O.o lols. okayS.. so yeahs. i have 3hrs to revise my chem test, do my math, life science, and chinese homework. hmm.. im probably gonna skip lunch. ): so yeahs. bren just told me this.. YOU KNOW AT FUNAN I SAW A GUY DOING THIS GROSS!
claudia says hi (:
lols. yeahs back to ele(; okays then i g2g now. byebye!

thank you thank you!

2007-01-29T04:57:00.000-08:00

hello(:

erms yeahs anon, i guess im all wrong and you're all right hmm?.. whatever(: after all maybe this is your true-self after all. i really thought you were my friend you know.. i trusted you and to think you just.. neverminds. im not gonna waste my energy on this anymore okays? you can continue spamming on my tagboard as long as you like, just know that whatever you say is really very hurtful to me okays? so yeahs, anyways, hey william(: its great that i have such a great friend like you, who really treasures me and all that, thanks(: but yeahs, time goes by okays? just let it go hmm? hahas. but yeahs, it'll be great to know a guy like you, you know, as a friend okays? cause you know with all these things going on, i really cant concentrate on mostly everything now, yeahs. and like what anon said, i should really focus on my studies and think about my future career life. so yeahs, maybe, im just not fit to be a singer like what you said anon, maybe this dream was never meant to be. so i guess i'll just treat singing as a great hobby of mine:D hahaha. lols. wells, im really sorry for all those words that i have said to you, i was just really stressed up okays? im really sorry.. ): hope that you'll think about my apology okays? hmm, once again.. im so SORRY! so yeahs, great to have you(anon) to tell me on where i was wrong and everything yeah? i'll promise that i'll change, i'll seriously try my very best! hahas.

<3THANK YOU SO MUCH TO ANON AND WILLIAM(:

2007-01-28T06:13:00.000-08:00

im just posting to say something to this anon okays? ANON: YOU ARE ONE BAD-ASS SKUNK. I DONT CARE IF YOU HAD A BF WHEN YOU WERE 10, I SERIOUSLY DONT GIVE A FCUK ABOUT IT OKAYS? YOU THINK IM A BITCH? THEN JUST KEEP THESE COMMENTS TO YOURSELF. I DONT WANNA START A YEAR KNOWING THAT I HAVE AN ENEMY OKAYS? GOD. JUST LEAVE ME ALONE! I SERIOUSLY HAVE DONE NOTHING WRONG TO YOU, AND YOU'RE JUST DISCRIMINATING ON ME FOR ABSOLUTELY NO REASON?! THERES ONLY ONE REASON TO THIS, AND DO YOU KNOW WHAT IT IS? J-E-A-L-O-U-S-Y YOU THINK YOU DONT HAVE THAT, LOOK DEEPER INTO YOURSELF. YOU DONT HAVE TO BE JEALOUS OF ME, ITS INDIVIDUALITY THAT MAKES ONE SPECIAL, AND I DONT THINK YOUR ATTITUDE IS DISCRIMINATING ON PPL. SO YEAHS. PLEASE STOP TERRORIZING MY BLOG, GOD DAMMIT.

2007-01-26T23:44:00.000-08:00

hello(:

okays im gonna start this post off with a message to William: Look, im gonna try to put these words in the best possible way okays? hmm.. you cant just assume me as your girlfriend as you wish. im sure there are much prettier girls around S'pore.. so yeahs, why dont you go for them hmm? You pretend that none of this had ever happened kkaes? lols okays(:

back to my post. so yeahs, today finished all my homework and that math online testXD And i actually passed mann(: lols thats cool. so yeahs, later going over to Fugi Ice palace to ice-skate with my cousins like i do almost ever Sat.. yeahs.. hmm okays this is gonna be like a really short post. so yeahs. sorry, not really in the mood of posting a long post): lols. okays. LOVES<3

xoxo
these hands are mine to hold

2007-01-26T06:37:00.000-08:00

hello(:

WILLIAM: i have ABSOLUTELY nothing to say.

er yeahs. Trust me, i dont know when hes ever became my boyfriend. I only know him as a FRIEND, as simple as that.. lols. so yeahs, today's kinda normal, except for the load of tasks that we were asked to do during the weekend. sighs. INCLUDING an effin math onli9ne test lahs. but yeahs, i maybe copying from my friend, dunno lahs.. and like ohmygawd, today's Hip-Hop Dance is like SO COOL>.< cause wells yeahs, im like starting to like hip-hop much better than Jazz now.. lols, but yeahs i like both of them(: hmm okays, im like still thinking of a band name for my band lahs.. sighs. But i kinda feel that all of the names are like stupid, but wells i'll just voice it out to my band lahs.. anyways whats there to lose? ohwells, im gonna start saving up to buy a perfect straightener and curler for my hair, im just bored with my hairstyle now lahs.. lols. im just kinda obsessed with hair products and you know what ordinary girls like. hehe. hmm yeahs, so i've done my physics ws and chinese compre.. kinda guai huh. i did those in 30minutes, hmm fast(: anyways, the weekends here. wow. okays, but its not gonna be a fun-filled weekend, its gonna be mostly about school-work. dammit lahs. sighs. okays then. LOVES<3

xoxo
you'll step-up and i'll step up too.

2007-01-25T05:56:00.000-08:00

ohmygawd. the weekend's like almost here(: lols. you know, i still cant believe that Mr X would have an affair with Mrs T.. hmm, cause wells, Mrs T's married with a husband thats like WAY older than her, maybe shes getting tired and bored, of not having such an active guy by her side. hahaha(: everyone agrees that Mr X is like all funnaye and stuff. lols. simply sad that i didnt get Mr X for my history teacher, he would be SO MUCH better than Mrs O, mygawd, shes like SO BORING o.O lols. i mean like mentioning her name already makes me sleepy, lols. cuase wells, i practically TRY to fall alseep in class during all her lessons...>.<>.< hahaha. cause its like always been my dream since i was small to get a band d: seriously, im not kidding. sighs, my sorethroat&cough's not getting better): how the hell am i gonna sing well for it. dammit.. ohwells, tomorrow theres hip-hop Dance. better sleep early, if not i'll get backaches and everything(: hahas.

<3xoxo
someday you'll come looking for me.

2007-01-21T17:13:00.000-08:00

hello(:

sighs. Suhaimi you've seriously let me down, and yeahs theres nothing else i can say about you. i knew it from the start that you were just using me, all of a sudden becoming my boyfriend to make yourself look much more cooler than amos, TL, marcus and yeahs, the others. i really regret not trusting myself from the start. but you know what i think you are now? A FAKE, A LIAR. you told me from the start that you'll love me and take care of me all your life, but wells. such a jerk. i honestly hope that the girl you like will understand and know about the true you. you should seriously think about yourself, and how you've treated the other girls in your life. i suggest you'll change. treat this girl that you like well and TRULY love her all her life, cause girls arent for you to fool around with. get this right okays? yeahs. but we will be friends, and you'll be asking you from now on: whether you have been treating this girl you like well.

oh wells. yeahs, now is home econs. hmm, yeahs, using this time to blog secretly, cause yeahs, if i get caught im dead. but, do i care? lols no. hahaha. im like crazy over the actor, light yugami. i mean hes all laidback, smart and like SO HOT. hahaha. heres a pic of him& L.

xoxo
im the girl kicking the coke machine

independent style-

2007-01-19T04:55:00.000-08:00

heylo(:

wow. its been a LONG time since i posted d: oops. hahas(: so yeahs. today had school, wells normal lahs. nothing really awkard happened in school today. yeahs, so after school went for dance mass meeting. lols. this year's sec 1s are like SO irresponsible mann. some came like uber late, and mrs po was like staring at them waiting for them to greet the teachers. why do we have to be SO well-mannered. gosh. and like OHMYGAWD, today's jazz+hip-hop dance was like so cool and obviously FUN(: and i dont mean to be all that, but among more then like 50 students of all levels, a pro-ded sec 3 girl and me were like the "best". hahaha. but i had stage fright during the dance, dont blame me.. i was shocked.. hahaha. but ohwells, still it was really HOT. hahaha. cant wait for next friday's HipHop, one of the really prettaye dance instrustors who are all around 17 yrs old, showed us the hiphop dance and we were like ohmygawd. its SO COOL>.< lols. so yeahs. fun(: okaysokays. the stretches were like SO STRESSFUL, lols. but wells, could handle it(: hmm. i gotta go. wells, hope you'll like my new blogskinXD

xoxo<3
it girl

pretty-eyed boys girls die to trust

2007-01-05T20:08:00.000-08:00

Thanks Grace<3 for introducing this video to me! ILOVEYOU<3` lols. seriously, im like now stuck to this video lahs^^ but heys, its not a bad thing. This video has seriously got me thinking. right now, i'd do anything to start my whole life again. i really regretted the decision for not taking ballet when i was young>.< sighs. ohwells, what can i say, im like really messed-up. and suhaimi's sick T-T sighs. wells, i really hope he'll get well soon. iloveyou honaye<3 hmm okays. so like now im thinking about my ambition... so yeahs. dont laugh okays?.. i wanna be a singer. its like totally set. i got the genes of singing and musical talents from my daddy. cause wells, dun mean to be stuck-up or anything.. yeahs. in hes 20s-30s, he participated in like a lot of talent shows, because last time they didnt have s'pore idol): and he like won each and everyone of them. and my daddy tells me i got talent in singing>.< so yeahs. but im not sure whether i should really follow this dream of mine o.O sighs. okays then, t.t.y.l!

xoxo
keep holding on

fairytales do come true<3

2007-01-05T01:32:00.000-08:00

woots. tmrw dont have school. lols. i just miss weekends so much. lols. Amos you better be satisfied now, cause i really dont like editing my original posts. wells, because it'll make it..
un-original.. hahaha. lols. wells, wht can i say? im such a sweet girl(: hmm, today, wells, theres nothing much to talk about. except 2i having a surprise compre test which was kinda hard. like wtf?! its like the first wk, and SHE gives us an effin test. damn her. this test is so gonna ruin my grades for english. dammit. i cant imagine not being able to pass english. i mean like its the effin most easiest subject(nt saying im smart or anything..) but wth. dun get me wrong, im not obsessed with grades. i just dont wanna fail or get a C. cause C for english is just devastating. you know what i mean?.. damn it. neverminds.. i'll get over it sooner or later. so yeahs. our physic's teacher was like so friggin funnaye. hahaha. she speaks in this very weird tone, and like she made us look into our diary, at the study tips.. lols. but im a good girl. so i listened to all that shewas saying. and like on the start of the lesson, she was late, like by 10 mins. And like the first thing she did when she came into the class was flashing on the screen, on the rules. and if im not wrong the first rule was like not to be late. hahaha. shes like so contradicting. lols. okays, enough about her>.< so yeahs. we had our first Olson house meeting, and im like considering to join cheerleading, cause the squad isnt very good without Kira and Beverly. and like i used to be in gymnastic, so maybe i'd be able to get into the olson squad. lols. but wells, im not sure yet. cause im scared that people will think im a slut or something.. but bear in mind, i have modesty okays? im just considering for cheerleading because its fun(: and wells. its helping Olson. so why not?..
hahas. okays. so erms, today's Art was like SO EFFIN BORING.. cause Kate (name has been changed for reasons)kept talking non-stop, and like do we really want to know how HARD and important Art is in our grades. i mean, Art isnt really hard for me. but seriously.. what i hate the most is sitting down and doing absolutely nothing and the teacher keeps yapping away abt our exams. like thats like really frustrating... sighs. so yeahs. bren and i were passing notes in many diff ways.. o.O hahaha. and wells bren, dont get too upset over a guy like him, i know he has the looks, but check out hes character, he really isnt good enough for you, bren please, you deserve a much better guy than him! XD so yeahs, came back home, ate tom yam noodles(myfav) and watched 'John Tucker must die' one of my many LOVES. so yeahs. iloveyou<3

flames to dust&lovers to friends

2007-01-02T02:29:00.000-08:00

hellooo.

OHMYGAWD. school is like starting?! wtf. i seriously cant take waking up so early... im like so gonna have difficulty waking up tomorrow.. d: so yeahs. i guess i cant change reality. sighs): ohwells. might as well, put these 3 hrs to gd use before i slp. school-friends=HELL. sry. just felt like writing that down. XD okaysokays. amos is being beyond irritating. F.Y.I: i can differentiate from you and my dear. hmm. later gonna buy my hist. tb&wb and a file. lols. sighs. wells. so far i wanted this holiday to be perfect. but wells. the ONLY highlight or this holiday is tat i've found my perfect bf and wonderful friends from mindchamps. dun mock me okays.. you ppl are seriously awesome^^ lols. wht can i say. im nice[: hahaha. you know the feeling i have right now could = to me writing a thousand F words all over this post. ): but wells. wht can i say. i have control of myself. lols. hellyeahs. >imcivilised< hahas. ILOVEYOU&YOU&YOU<3

xoxo
its simply you&me

2006-12-30T23:39:00.001-08:00

hellooo.
okays. i'll start with yesterday:
met grace, esther, my honaye-suhaimi, amos, teck liang and marcus in cine leisure. first thing was going to get the tickets for night and the museum. Then girls&guys splited. we went to take neoprints after that went to yoshinoya(: after that shopped around until 3.05. bought a cutee handphone pouch(: yeahs. then just looked around after tht met up with the guys at the cinema. yeahs. and like ohmygod. amos fell asleep during the show.. sighs. its nt that bad.. >.< hahas. it was kinda funny but wells. nt very nice.. but wells, overall good.(: yups. amos suggested to go for another(death note 2) and in the end he couldnt, when i told my parents that i'll be staying for another movie.. wth. but nverminds. so yeahs. the guys splited to somewhere else.. uh-huh. i miss suhaimi..;(esther, grace and i bought similar watch-rings. and we bought hair-bands same design but diff colours. hahaha.i bought really funakayee specsXD and like i totally found the bk that i've been looking for 3 mths! yeahs, its Dial L For Loser by Lisi Harrison(: so yeahs. went to mos burger to eat.. and like hanged around orchard road.. lols. then we went home. hmm^^
today: nothing much.. ohwells. had macs for breakfast. Then went to look for furnitures at some posh furniture store(which name i cant remember) lols. then went to parkway parade to eat ramen, went to buy new school shoes.. then went to a hair salon to get my hair layered more. so my hair is like friggin short. but nt REALLY SHORT. but yeahs. kinda short. bleagh. but i guess its kinda niicee^^ then came home and skipped dinner.. celebrated elaine jiejie's b'day(: YUMS for the cake(: so yeahs. g2g download somemore music. hahaha. LOVES<3

xoxo
shes the girl with the sexy attitude-

2006-12-24T19:11:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS GUYS!^^

lols. yups. happy holiday ppl(: wells, i guess theres not much of a holiday left. bleagh. really really dun wanna go back to school.
<3reasons why i hate to go to school:
1. waking up at 6am.
2. lessons. *zzz*
3. having to abide the rules in school.

so yeahs. theres more. but most of them are like totally censored. hahas. uh-huh. so, yeahs. i opened all my christmaas presents already, cause couldnt wait bahs. yeahs, i got funkaye earrings, necklaces, a 500 dollar voucher for miss-sixty(:, new heels, a posh dress. yeahs. the rest are all lil things like handphone accessories.. and yeahs. lols. today gonna go layer and wash my hair. yeahs. and getting an outfit for mindchamps graduation day. hahas. (: okays then. ILOVEYOUALL.
P.S especially my honaye. <3

xoxo
sometimes love can be stranger than fiction;

2006-12-22T17:38:00.000-08:00

Avril Lavigne Keep Holding On Lyrics
You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side
You know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No, I won't give in

Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stand strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late
This could all disappear
Before the door's closed
And it comes to an end
With you by my side
I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend, yeah, yeah

Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

Hear me when I say
When I say I believe.
Nothing's gonna change
Nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be
Will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
La da da da, la da da da
La da da da da da da da da

Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

Ahh, ahh
Keep holding on
Ahh, ahh
Keep holding on
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

hellooo.
lols. ILOVETHIS-SONG. although the video isnt that awesome, but wells, the song rocks.^^ hahas. watching over the hedge with my lil sis and her friend grace. lols.
ohwells, this message is to my honaye, suhaimi: HEYS DEARIEE THANKS FOR THE CUTEE TEDDY BEAR AND THE FUNKAYE EARRING.^^AND THE SONG IN MY POST IS ACTUALLY FOR ME AND YOU.ILOVEYOU<333
lols. yeahs. today celebrating christmas, lols. presents here i come. hahaha. not much to post lahs... ILOVEYOUALL<3

Jap' trip<3

2006-12-21T18:04:00.000-08:00

hellooo.
lols, thats all the photos that i took. hahas. i couldnt take out my camera ast times, because it was like frggin cold there, minus 25 degrees if im not wrong. like OMG, i had to wear like 5 layers mann. looksed so friggin fat. hahas. so yeahs, first day we took the aeroplane for 8hrs, like dammit. the plane ride sucked, like seriously. had serious ear-block problem, and guess wad? my bro cried when the it was like landing. hahaha^^ so yeahs reached hokkiado and by the time it was like frggin late at night. so straight away we went to check into a hotel. so yeahs, the next day, we went to ski^^ like uber fun lorhs. hahahs. went to all sorts of slopes. had serious fun, despite vickee who keeps saying shes not gd at skiing when SHE IS> hahahas
. so yups, skied for the whole day, and like my whole body ached a lot.like seriously. hated the feeling): so yeahs, not much to say abt skiing just want to say that IT RAWKS.<3 hahaha. on the third day, we went to soem french white choc factory. so cool mann. and their choc like rocked im telling ya it ROCKS^^ uh-huh. we also went to a beer factory, drank a little from my mum ,tasted so bitter mann. and like during the beer factory tour, vickee and i were like inserting goofy laughs into the sexyback song. hahahs. uber funnaye. yeahs, went back on the tour bus, had ramen for lunch. lols. after lunch we had a snowball fight. fun^^. yeahs. on the fourth day went shopping^^ bought myself a really cute nightmare before christmas wallet, really nice. but i had hell no idea why i had to buy it there when singapore only cost abt 35 bucks for it and there it cost abt 50 plus. dammit. lols. so yeah, went back to hotel in tokyo( we flew back there) lols. jap isnt so nice after all lahs. but the snow and shops did rock lahs. >.< so yeahs, the rest of the days were spent in sceneries, disney sea... yeah. gotta say some rides in disney sea arent very nice.. but the roller coasters.. and the dropping elevator, was ultimate cool.^^ everyone has to agree with that. so yeahs, anyways, during one of the rollercoaster's queues which lasted abt an hr and 30 mins mann. we saw these 2 really hot jap guys(not as hot as my dear) who were like so cool mann. lols. amnyways, cut to the chase if not make my dear angry:P overall, i guess the trip was OKAY.. lols. thats it now. LOVE YA ALL SOSOSOSOSOSO MUCH<3 MUAKZ

xoxo.
i love it when they try to get scandelous;

<3 cant no other lady put it down like me

2006-12-17T06:54:00.000-08:00

hellooo.

lols. cant stop watching it, cause its like uber nice lorhs.^^ hahas. so yeahs. back from jap. dammit. cant find my USB cable anywhere, so yeahs looks like im gonna have to post those jap pics tomorrow. >.< and yeah so im gonna have to post my jap trip tomorrow. lols. so yeahs, currently talking to my bf, suhaimi>< hahas, missed him so much.<3 so yeahs, gonna post tomorrow. :P so byee-

xoxo
hes my witness-

rock wit me now;

2006-12-08T21:17:00.000-08:00

hellooo.

im not really feeling very good today. sighs. was crying last night because im starting to seriously miss my dear, suhaimi. *sniffs* and sighs. i'll be going to jap tomorrow, and i'll be back next sunday. i dont think i can take it without hiding in the bathroom and crying every single day during my trip. i hope mye dear isnt like me, hope hes enjoying hes trip.^^ so yeahs. my mum's buying me boots for the jap trip, cause im like bringing my 3/4s along and its like gonna be -15 degrees plusplus. so yeah. packed everything liaos, except later gonna buy myself good boots. lols. okays lahs. i dont feel like blogging anymore for today, i'll put a video to take up some space.

<3much loves.

<3happiie burfdae to muah`

2006-12-07T21:26:00.000-08:00

hellooo!

HAPPIIE BURFDAE TO MUAH.

yeahs. my girls wit me(: SMILES^

EHH. told ure not to bunny ear me... >< !!

oh. erms i'll upload somemore photos with my cuzs frm aus okays^^

okaysokays. here they are. dont feel like posting a lot of pics. sighs, feeling so down, cause my dear, suhaimi, has gone on holiday for 3days and when he comes back i'll be going to jap for 8 days.

MESSAGE TO MY DEAR: I'LL BE MISSING YA SOSOSO MUCH, HOPE YOU HAD FUN DURING URE TRIP. WHEN IM IN JAPAN, JUST KNOW THAT, IN MY HEAD, I'M SAYING" ILOVEYOU<3"non-stop.>

so take care of yourself okays honaye? and dont cry anymore, cause it hurts me so much.

aishiteru.

sighs. my dear go already..

xoxo<3

muchlurvees<333

hes a beautiful disaster`

2006-12-06T03:26:00.000-08:00

hellooo.
this post is gonna be for my dear, suhaimi .
sorrysorrysorrysorry.. i wished that i could have said the word sorry for as long as i could in my entire life. im soso sorry. i shouldn have listened to esther instead of ya, i totally SHOULD have. so yeah. hope ya like my new blog, dear. ^^ i'll write the promises back here again<3>i'll never stop loving you even until the day i die.
>i'll try my very best never to let you down from the things that i do.
>every single second of my life shall be spent on thinking of ya and ,missing ya.
>i'll dedicate every single song that i compose all to you and abt us.
>without you, im incomplete.
>if i ever had a wish, i would spend it on making sure that we stay together forever.

dear, i'll try to keep these promises forever. <3` LOTS OF LOVES. MUAKZ.